Sup sonnnnnn. Yep you heard right... the name is JENN
this is me.
all sorts of cheeeeeeeezy ♥
I am a PROUD [teen]mother.friend.daughter.sister.bitch.learner.laugher.horrible cook.video-gamer.myspacer."hater."Livejournal Obsessed.IMer.dork//nerd//proud!
In my spare time, i love to read.
I also enjoy [but am not very good at]making graphics.
My best friend lives in Alabama and i miss her dearly =[.
I ♥ things such as:: House, Harry Potter, Video Games, Runescape, Myspace, Livejournal, My son[#1],going to the beach, hanging out with friends, [when not preggie] drinking, working, going to college, writing, making graphics, montel, sylvia browne, rachel rae [so sue me], gummy bears, my best friend, movies, jennifer aniston, vince vaughn, etc. @ sp_rating
Yes you read correctly! I am expecting number two!! I know you'll say "OMG your almost 19, well i say, OMG, live your own life and stop judging me by the way i live mine :). For now, i only want two kids, so i am getting a semi-perminate form of birth control after my lil' angel is born! I wish i could have a girl, but i know how much cheaper it would be to have a boy!
For the longest time, i used to think that family was amazing, that family was everything a girl needed. But now im not so sure. I have a large family; 90% of which i don't see. I have four brothers, Gage, Danny, Kyle, and Eric. In the last four years, i've only seen Gage (who lives with my mom). My dad decided that i was too much like my mom to want anything to do with me, so they moved on with their life. I really wish my mom was closer, but she's becoming one of the many that i can't stand to be around. She has one of those "i am going to parent your child" attitudes and it makes me sick. But she vowed that she would never be like that with me, because that is how her mom and her grandma used to be are. On top of that, within the last year they have become "christians",very hypocritical ones at that. They still do 90% of the things that they "aren't supposed to do"...but now they just think they are so much better than everyone else. My little brother is 12, and i love him more than anything. I feel so bad for him being stuck in this mess, and i wish that he didn't have to live like that, and was able to be "free" so to speak. Although this is how i feel, i don't tell them really, because i respect there decision.
It is so hard for me to write this as it makes me really sad. I have two good friends, whom i can trust with my life, one is the father of my child AJ.The other is Amanda, but she moved to Alabama. Other than that, i have lost trust for all of my "friends". Friend is a strong word to me, and alot of the ones i thought were true, really aren't. None of them have children, and none of them decided they wanted to talk to me after I had my child. So it upsets me greatly. I may have changed as a person, but i am stronger, i am more loving, i am a mother. And i have a beautifully amazing son, who is my world, and your missing out on seeing him change and grow, and i am sorry for you. But he doesn't need people like you in his life! :)